ambivalence
//æmˈbɪv.ə.ləns//
Noun
ambivalenceSingular
ambivalencesPlural
1
The state of having mixed or contradictory feelings about something or someone.
She felt a deep ambivalence about accepting the job offer abroad.
2
Uncertainty or indecisiveness about what course to follow.
Her ambivalence about accepting the job offer made the decision difficult.